Life has been pretty interesting as of late. The weeks of genera relaxation and normalcy have quickly faded into living minute by minute as life throws headaches, exhaustion and back pain during an already overwhelming four day period. Comforts? God is in control and the chances of me living till Saturday and pretty good, though they seem to decrease throughout the day.

Patience. I've come to think that the key to being patient is to desire the Lord more than that which you currently desire. This, though difficult, can help keep you grounded. But what about the desires that God places in your heart that you're sure have no hope at fruition? What if you desire something, but do not desire yourself to that thing which you desire? And if your desires could be fulfilled now, would you want them? And if the answer is no then why are you desiring it in the first place.

But most importantly, why would you write a random blog post filled with unanswered questions at 11:45pm, when you have to wake up at 6? :)